Sunday, May 27, 2007
An Internal Struggle
I have had an internal struggle the last 8 weeks. It really has been a nightmare for me. I feel that I have been pulled in every direction. My heart feels like it has been pulled out of my body. There has been bleeding and I have asked for it to stop.
The bleeding has stopped today. The struggle is over.
I have given up the rope. I am not going to be pulled by it anymore. Today, we release the pressure and we take a step forward and begin a new chapter in our lives.
We as a family will be strong and we has a family are going to go and get my wife healthy. She is a strong fighter. She is going to "beat" this. Soon, she will be in "remission" and we will have our lives together.
Thank God for medicine that is going to give us a chance and thank-you God for providing a way for her medication and treatment to be recovered.